I'm back on the board. I used the previous name Noah Mark now it's just Noah. If you could pray for my marriage I would appreciate it. I know everybody was praying on the old board. I thank you all for that and continue to ask for your prayers. My wife is just so cold to me and callous as well. It's almost like I don't even know her anymore. I have suggested anger management to her as our church does offer that but she doesn't want to go. I go through stages of depression over our situation as well. This has been going on since 2013 and it just never gets any better, just harder. I used to like going to her family's different functions and gatherings but I don't anymore simply because of our situation. Part of it's my fault. I was always very dependent on my wife for things such as driving, mainly driving because I hated to drive. Also because I didn't like sports. Well I have changed as I am driving more now, I'm no longer dependent on her to take me here or there as I'm driving myself now. I thought that would make her happy but it didn't. It didn't change anything. It just makes me sadder to go on with this. Please pray for us and our marriage.
I appreciate all of your prayers and ask that you all would continue to pray. I truly believe God will restore my marriage and one day my wife will tell me that she loves me. I long for that day to come sooner than later. I miss the days when I used to hug my wife and when we would sit at night and watch TV together. You never really miss those times until they are gone.