I'm back on the board. I used the previous name Noah Mark now it's just Noah. If you could pray for my marriage I would appreciate it. I know everybody was praying on the old board. I thank you all for that and continue to ask for your prayers. My wife is just so cold to me and callous as well. It's almost like I don't even know her anymore. I have suggested anger management to her as our church does offer that but she doesn't want to go. I go through stages of depression over our situation as well. This has been going on since 2013 and it just never gets any better, just harder. I used to like going to her family's different functions and gatherings but I don't anymore simply because of our situation. Part of it's my fault. I was always very dependent on my wife for things such as driving, mainly driving because I hated to drive. Also because I didn't like sports. Well I have changed as I am driving more now, I'm no longer dependent on her to take me here or there as I'm driving myself now. I thought that would make her happy but it didn't. It didn't change anything. It just makes me sadder to go on with this. Please pray for us and our marriage.
I appreciate all of your prayers and ask that you all would continue to pray. I truly believe God will restore my marriage and one day my wife will tell me that she loves me. I long for that day to come sooner than later. I miss the days when I used to hug my wife and when we would sit at night and watch TV together. You never really miss those times until they are gone.
bystillwaters: Father please watch over the people of Sutherland TX and the First Baptist Church there...
Nov 8, 2017 6:06:54 GMT -5
sw7777: May God increase the harvest as time is running out. May God make us ready to answer peoples questions and may we be ready to guide people to know Christ....sometimes the smallest seed becomes the biggest tree. Amen.
Oct 24, 2017 14:26:18 GMT -5